a hug like this in need,
as a comfort while i am tired,
as a relief while i am stress,
as a reason for me to continue while i wanna to give up
the unreachable dream for now,
the destination of future.
ahax.
i dont know what am i talking about,
i just know that i am crapping around.
wooots?
just pretty love this photo as well...
someday,
i will went to the place i dream,
i will try my best.
just because that is my dream.
although i am tired,
although i am alone.
i have to face it,
because that is life,
is it?
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going to shift house soon,
just this monday,
a brand new lifestyle will form,
wonder what challenges are waiting me,
but i have to overcome also...
aiks....
yeah,
i hope the one will understand my need,
please,
dont find me when you in need,
when you feel want find then find,
when you bored,
i am not what character,
ouch,
because for me you are special....
well,
i happy as you found another one,
fine,
i give up and leave.
so,
dont ask me what's going on,
you have your life,
i have mine,
no interruption,
no coincidence,
no...
no relation....
goody stuffy ends up always,
but this should be appreciate,
thanks for those who let me smile and laugh before,
at least,
i remember that i smiled,laughed,
of course,
i will repeat this again and again;
although i lose to the whole world,
i must at least,
win my smile back....
Jen
-i wonder how my life go through , if i din't smile.