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Thursday, March 17, 2011

won't be..

i won't be like this forever,
i will wake up someday,
now i had fall into the hell and i can't wake up.
but i will wake up
i need time,
timessssss!

told myself not to be stupid,
to love someone that not appreciate me,
but still i am sad..
because i loved him so much

told myself to wake up in the morning,
to tell myself to live more charming then him,
yet i still stupid,
waiting him to reply the message that i sent few days ago..

told myself to slap myself in case,
but the slap is just useless for me and,
i get the impact ,
my face is pain, hand is pain,
heart more and more pain...

to forget you,
i had used up my mind,
to forgive you,
i had used up 1 second,
but you will never ever bother me,
just like you say you will never ever leave me,
boys are jerks,
they cheat you like nothing.

why will i loved you?
i asked myself for hundred and thousand times,
why will i loved you so deep?
i can't answer and silent for the whole night.

I wonder what i had do wrong,
as the god will treat me like this.....

GIRLS!
DO NOT BELIEVE WHAT BOYS SAY!
THAT IS TOTALLY RUBBISH WHICH THROW BY
MPK!






Jen
-trouble