nakude no koto~
sorewa iki no koto~
-Miracle.
today morning i sleep till very "shuang"
12.00 only wake up,
without the stress of studying...
Huh...
yesterday bio paper is really a big challendge for me,
to create an unknow experiment...
how do temperature effect the rate of anerobic respiration of yeast...
i read another experiment...
so...
wait fail.
hahahaha~~~~*silent*
but today morning not very happy...
quarrel with Zade....
haix...
my sister went for camp on friday,
so i got chance to touch her laptop at night in my room,
i was so depressly want a laptop....
haix....
but i think very hard for now.
i love the feeling,lolx.
but today i am very lonely in house,
just got the little chicken and dogs accompany me,
my sister not in house,
mother no need say,
father working...
at night some more have to go pack dinner...
and eat alone in house...
face the computer whole day....
"i understand your feeling le"
lolx...
but when i go pack food,
i wonder why my leg is shivering....
i keep looking at my abnormal legs...
what's going on o....
and when back saw someone,
not very sok also,
no need greet gua...
while night,
play sdo crazily,
this is the way for me to release stress @ anger,
instead of punching the wall.
choose 16 level++ de songs play,
16 is max le...
over then that i will die,
thats why i die,
hahahahaha.
but play too long finger also hard to move le.
lolx.
in the night,
darren send me a message call me see the moon,
yeah,
as shown as the picture below,
moon ring.
it is a wonderful view.
i was shock at that moment,
how nice is it?
the moon is surrounding by rainbow,
only limited in pahang i think,
cause selangor and penang fail to see it.
haha.
while i get news that s'pore will have "liu xing yu".
lily @ bb lucky lor~
lolx...
i attracted by the view.
it was so beautiful.
imagining if my loved one is hugging me and look at it together,
how sweet,
how romance.
but start to have many negative thinking of it:
a)the sign of the end of the world 2012...
b)one of the star is "boom" and game over
c)the sign of disease..
walao e...
what i want is just enjoy the view,
it can explain by science!
lolx...
today hearing to the song "wo men de ai" by F.I.R.
this song always make me cry.
wonder why.
do not laugh at me.
may be my body too many water it need some ways to let it go.
lolx...
oh ya...
if next year my sister went taiwan study,
i have to pass days like today,too.
hard to imagine it.
i started to miss the days with my brother.
although he always bully me before,
but now one year i also cant see him more then 2 weeks...
and everytime he back,
he become thinner and more yong sui...
haix...
is it every child also same?
grow up will leave our parents,
including me.
and in future my child do do that so.
i was starting to afraid.
what's is our life for?
exam havent ended,
but i already have holiday feeling...
lolx...
i think i havent scare to fail my exam yet,
i think the word,GAGAL will appear on my paper,
because of bio...
still have physics and add maths leh...
i open the webside again...
again and again.....
tonight is another flooded night again....
[sorry.....]
Wrote by,
Syh
p.s : see you eat till so shuang with family, i feel like i am so lonely.